Relationships....

A rather interesting topic....relationships with your friends, roomates, boy/girlfriend, family and crushes. My sister called me today and said that she is totally exited to see me over spring break and that she misses me. Once again I got this warm fuzzy feeling in my tummy because I love her and my family so much....whenever I'm around them everything is alright and I feel totally comfortable because I can be completely myself. I never worry what they may think about me like I do with almost everybody else except for my best friends. Isn't it funny how one is always trying to make the best first impression on people and constantly worries about what they think about you but then as the relationship grows you just don't care anymore, because you know your friends, roommates accept you for who you are. I always worry....always worry about how other people see me. I don't even know why....I just do. Especially when I meet new people. About 4 weeks ago I just meet the majority of all my climbing buddies and starting hanging out with them more. But I still worry about what they think about me. I always feel like I have to live up to a certain standard, which of course is completely stupid. It's especially bad when I have a crush on someone. Hmmm, crushes are a very interesting topic...and I'll leave it at that, cause I don't like it when people know who I have a crush on. :) Anyways, some upbeat news for a change, I just talked to my sister on the phone for like 1.5 hours and I'm excited to go home for spring break....yeah....I love my familly