Anni the icy marshmallow

I don't have many friends but they are the best friends anyone could wish for. I love y'all guys, you know who you are.

After an interesting conversation with one of my friends today I think I figured out who I am.....
A marshmallow with a coating of freezing cold ice
Ok, I did exaggerate a little bit. Maybe the ice isn't that freezing cold. But I do come off as a rather cold person sometimes especially when I'm around people I do not know very well or guys. The reason for this mainly is that I do not express myself very much. I'm afraid of people knowing what I think and feel (especially when it comes to guys). I haven't figured out exactly why I don't express myself much but one reason may very well be that I was uprooted. I never thought about my move to the United States that way, but it does make perfect sense. Having to start all over in a different country with a different language when you are barely 15 does impact and change a person. I have changed into a person who doesn't openly let other people know what I think or feel. Thus the coating of freezing cold ice. But ice is meltable as my very good friends know and then comes the marshmallow....the marshmallow who just wants to be sitting at the beach by a bonfire cuddled up in a blanket with a cute guy.