Saturday, October 9

Lot of feelings

Jealous, sad, happy, weird, lonely. My feelings are really messed up this morning. I did have a blast last night with all of my friends but for some reason I feel like I'm losing touch with a lot of them and I miss them. At the same time I just feel old. I'm only two years older than all of the freshmen but still. For some weird reason a lot of them just really annoy me. Which is not a nice thing to say or feel, but I do. There have just been a lot of changes since I first got to Tech. I remember hanging out with the same group of friends all the time and now I'm just meeting all these new people, which I don't mind. But I always hang out with a different group and through that I feel as if I'm losing touch with a lot of my old good friends and I frankly don't like it. It just makes me sad. I can't exactly define why. Ok, time to put on a happy face and get ready for the game.

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